3 weeks in

 

Okay so I am not very good at keeping this up to date weekly. I have been super busy with life things so I will update you on where I am at. Quite honestly, this has been one of the most challenging things I have done. I knew it would be when I went into this. I guess I just underestimated exactly HOW challenging this would be for me. Mentally, emotionally, and physically. I am at that point right now where I want to quit.. I would seriously KILL for a doughnut right now. I look at myself and I don't see change. I don't see a difference, and it is incredibly frustrating. You get so use to how you look everyday, I guess you just don't see the change. Which is why I have made sure to take weekly pictures so I can reflect just how far I have come in three short weeks. Some of these are small changes, but they are changes!! Every single day I grow more and more in love with this process and how much it has helped me improve myself in different ways.

You will also notice I have pretty much the same bra on in most of these pics... I swear I do laundry! haha once a week in fact my clothes get washed! I just happen to wear the same ones each time I have taken my weekly pic I guess!

 

First day of the challenge

 

 Top pics week 1, bottom week 2

 

 Top pic week 2, bottom pic week 3

I am super bloated here in week 3.. stupid bloat!

 

I am working every single day to better myself not just physically but mentally, spiritually, and emotionally. The biggest thing I am working on for myself is to be more positive. So that is my challenge to you. I completely believe there is positivity to each situation. It is just a matter of seeing it and believing it. I have about 7 more weeks to go of the actual challenge. However, the trainer I purchased is a full 12 weeks so technically I have about 9 more weeks to go. I have to keep fighting and pushing. Through every single set back I keep facing, I will get through it and won't let it stop me. This was what I told myself when I started. I wasn't going to let my excuses get in the way ever again. Old habits are hard to kill, but I am also incredibly stubborn. If you are also doing the Ashley Horner Transform You Challenge, or are doing/have done her trainers, please follow me and I will follow back!! Support systems work! I can't thank my support groups enough for listening to me during my up's and down's. Now.. if someone could kindly make me a super healthy doughnut I can eat that tastes AMAZING... I will love you forever!